

GrandadI still think about you every day.Grandad
Sometimes I wish you were still here, then others I'm glad that you didn't have to suffer for long. I wish I didn't want to cry everytime you pop into my head, cause whenever you were around you made me laugh and smile. One thing I'll never forget is the last time I saw you. You grabbed my hand and held it tight. You didn't wanna let go and neither did I. Even though you couldn't speak, I knew exactly what it meant.
I'll never forget you.


Thoughts of youLast night while trying to sleep, I realised something.Thoughts of you
I had been staring at the same spot on the ceiling, For an hour straight, Smiling.
I can't stop thinking about your smile that makes my knees feel weak, Your laugh that sets the butterflies off in my stomach, And your warm eyes that melt when I look into them.
No, last night, I wasn't trying to sleep. I was happier with the thoughts of you, Fluttering about in my mind.


Kisses on my dignityand he's looking at me like he used to,Kisses on my dignity
defences forgotten and heart lifted, don't look away from me now, baby.
but then i remember, he's not my warm-breath-and-kisses-on-my-dignity,
anymore.
and I'm singing his song like I used to, the one that sums up my false hope and words written, I'm not going here again.
but I don't even know why,
I'm thinking of his-goofy-smile-and-stolen-glances,
again.
and we act nothing like we used to, pretending and faking it like it never happened, I


HesitateI miss him the most, when I've just left him. It's that heart stuttering, throat clenching moment, in which it takesHesitate
all my strength not to turn around again.
He's the only one who makes me hesitate and resonate with his smile.
And I guess I'm one of those broken pieces of his heart, and he's the scars in my smile
and the chip on my shoulder. He has too much of me to let me go.
He's the only one who can forgive and relive the mistakes
I've made.
I love him the most


You Got What You WantedI'm so thirsty;You Got What You Wanted
Thirsty for your memories and thoughts
I'm so starving;
Starving for your attention
I'm so tired;
Tired of holding back
But I kept holding back, falling back, and getting thrown back;
I didn't get what I wanted...
You're so thirsty; Thirsty for her memories and thoughts
You're so starving;
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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us." -Marianne Williamson
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Oh I know this is a fast and crazy connection,
But you keep monopolizing all my attention - Fallbrooke
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Oh I know this is a fast and crazy connection,
But you keep monopolizing all my attention - Fallbrooke
thanks so much for the watch!
~Squee
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Johnny Depp
You're cruel
You're the harbinger of drool
Mow my lawn without a shirt
Johnny dirt
~Squee
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Johnny Depp
You're cruel
You're the harbinger of drool
Mow my lawn without a shirt
Johnny dirt
~Squee
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please,
look at me.
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please,
look at me.
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